Monday, August 15, 2011

Never goodbye, Always see you later.

Whoa. It's been awhile, sorry about that. It's been a crazy summer for me. Lots of stuff has been happening. First of all, I'm going into my sophmore year of high school and I'm pretty stoked! I'm so ready to get out of the house and see all my friends again.
Recently, at my house, my cousin moved out, and my other cousin moved in. Yesterday, my grandparents also moved into our house. Don't get my wrong, I love them to death, but try living with your grandparents for a while. My grandma is one of those people who call your house 20 times a day because she's always at home bored. Get my point? It'll definetly be different and more stress, but hopefully we can work everything out soon.
As far as my summer, it's been decent. I've gone on a few large trips, such as; up north to Manistee with my friend, Somerset Beach Campground with my youth group, and down to Fort Knox Kentucky for some family things. They were all great trips, lots of fun in the sun. On the other hand, it's also been a very hard summer. My cousin, Robert, got deployed overseas with the army. That was a rough trip, taking him back to the camp and that last phone call... But I know it's never goodbye, it's always see you later.
Now for probably the hardest part, my depression and things that go along with it... It was for sure getting a lot better at the start of summer. About half way though I started to fall back down the dark hole again. I'm still struggling to get out of it. I have my good days, and I have my bad. Right now, I'm really struggling to get out of the hole. It's been a few days since I really laughed, since I really smiled. I have no motivation to really do anything. I'm making myself do things, but it's against my own will. I would rather lay down on the couch all day, doing nothing. But hopefully I'll find my way out of the darkness before school so I can enjoy seeing everybody for the first time.
I'm acutally pretty excited for school. A new start. A new year. New friends. Old friends. New classes. New teachers. New style. And with that, I'm excited to be in the school play, Into The Woods! Opening shows are in November, you all should come see it! (Just don't tell me when you're coming, I'll be a nervous wreck already. I have a duet with Cindrella and a few lines. lol)

I'll keep working on everything and try to get better as soon as I can! If you have any advice or things you want to talk about, facebook me, text me, comment, whatever.

Sincerely, Katie.

1 comment:

  1. KT girl.
    I love you.
    And I'm sorry you're struggling.
    But I've been there.
    And it's hard.
    Cling to Jesus. =)

    txt me if you need me.

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